Crazy ill

I don’t know whats jhd or viral or anything really it just all hurts so bad, the doctor says if I can’t take the meds because im allergic and too sickto travel my teeth issues and limited life span compared to normal will be end game. I’m thankful for his honesty. It’s not shocking living every day knowing you’re dying so it wasn’t much more of an acceptance he got. Probably excepted more.. but when she many in your family already passed and with strong faith it’s not so scary of a leap.. but other times it’s soo scary and sad and then relief.. It’s God’s Will and being with everyone again will be amazing and then when others die we’ll all get to be together.