way long muscle seizures mmmm with everything i keep losing and things i used to have that i can’t anymore the abilities everyything wishes of what i wish i could still do as i keep going it gets harder and harder to do the simplest things that used to be fun and easy.. when i have so much things i just have to keep sanity by trying to remember i’m on a special path that will hopefully lead to heaven to be with the other half of my family until we can all be together, and that’s something that’ll be worth it just continue on God’s will and we’ll all be ok when it’s time to be which will be someday

Idk how I can type and become completely contracted in the same days most Definitely God and Jesus thank you for blessing me very much still painful tho





Mom helps interpreting the ot results we did sensory test she says that if snow is coming it’d come to her door where she can process it but mine is so much lower it all covers me and too much to handle and that’s why the sensory stuff is helpng me calm down and the new fish i’m getting too because they said it helps i bet my body copes through seizures nice to know though


Okay thank goodness for word choice fills, there’s like 3 or4. Viruses going around the stomach pain the one I’ve had bad.. there still things I haven’t had yet that is going through the house all through and around mom even is.. congestion in head and chest and sore throats and sleeping and fevers and that’s just some.. just the strting I feel all wrong and I’ve been seizing shaking and real n trapped in body feeling hearing can’t move anything last night yesterday part and so jhd piles them all on add shitty immune system it holds on for etra months n they re already suppost to be weeks n so I don’t know what s gonna hppen so im not sure if I’ll come out of it all or how I’ll be thank you for helping keep everything going otherwise I’d be screwed please don’t forget jhd week May 24-31st we’ve done once but need to keep going love you all hopefully it’ll be finer than I think


Being Sick

its so weird having all this happen feeling it and seeing everyone talk about it from the other view of watching it it’s so different so many things that seem so normal people see as so scary like i can say certain positions are comfortable but don’t look it and could say but that one hurts bad so very weird..

Karli Erica and Jacey 2

Halfway To Heaven

Where half my family already is 😥 just walk back through the door!! every er run every hospital everytime something happened or just having dreams of bombs dropping only on Karli, the fear that everytime they left they wouldn’t come back. Everytime the doctors said it was time, and she recovered. Everytime until the last time.. when the nurse came in my room and said it’s time.. when you tell your Dad Karli’s gone and he cries hearbreakingly holding onto one of her stuffed animals. Having him die from hd and a broken heart in the nursing home 2 months later.. and the best friends that are on this crazy ride with us through this our fur kids. The price of love is worth it, doesn’t make it hurt any less. Thank God for our blessings of Ellie’s kids and Sully’s daughter and Roxi and Flash(my cockatiel) we still have. and the comfortability of home until joining them hopefully again.


RIP Ellie

I didn’t even write on here about Ellie yet!! We miss and love her sooo much and her furkids are so lost. You shouldn’t have had to leave Ellie i’m so sick of death you should’ve gotten to stay still Thank You God for being here please take care of our babies. We tried several nicknames but she only took to smellieelllie haha she had like 12 kids who she loved so much. She loved taking care of human puppies too so much!! She was the mother house dog. Sabrael and Ellie were Lady and The Tramp. The Originals. A best friend to everyone. We will always miss and love you until we see yous again!! ❤Project16.jpg