Unchanging

This is very odd but everything in it is not normal, it is different in a way that is important for me for you to see what i say.. ever since i was little hd and jhd have been present in my life, so from person to person to thoughts behaviors symptoms beliefs ages moments everything changed me, who you see now is not even the true me because even i see and feel i am not who i am and as much as its wished i cannot be the person i am because of how changed it’s made me, I want you to know that before i was sick when i was sick during this when i did this now i look like this im still in here and even though everything changes i’m still here and i really don’t want to be known as who i was before or who i became or anything of the sort, i want to be me and noone else to you all i’m blessed i can say that and am sorry to know so many will not believe my wording as much as i can say.. all i can really do is ask you dont listen to different things you dont look at everything you just look at me for me even with the changes even with different ages i want to be seen as Jacey please i’m jacey mukka 25 years old i have this but i’m not this and i’ve been through that been im not who i was then i just am who i am from the start to the end. you can hate me or love me or blame me or ignore me, i truly believe that when you look into someone they’ll always be who they are no matter what