Jaceys JHD Journey~ My Story

so not used to it being this bad when i do it

Playlist with different topics my views of only 4 so far

I love and miss you and Karli and everyone soo much i think of yous and picture yous back all the time remembering so much and wanting it all back one day we’ll all be together again i believe it with all my heart and pray it always. You’re my Daddy and that’ll never change. You’ve always had that sparkle in your eye and love in your heart no matter what happened. Your love for your family is incredible. Thank you

“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn’t.” Why, this clock is exactly two days slow! … MAD HATTER: Of course you’re late.
i’m starting to prefer movies that are based on true events like this one ❤ i did find a rabbit hole but it didnt go anywhere, maybe the next one

what rabbit?

There’s a group called Rocking for a Cure #r4ac so i’ve been painting and decorating rocks its actually really fun

Erica got me a puppy today his name is Ray and he makes things brighter because Karli and Daddy’s birthdays are hard so he lightens them

Dottie goes all the way up my bed snuggles Dottie and Sparkle, build a bear Karli got me before, who she’s named after i knew Karli had something to do with polka dots, since it’s on Karli’s birthday that she decides to randomly do this?

You taught me so much in your short life of 13 years old yet you live on for always, a beautiful butterfly that flew through this life and up to be with the angels and God and Jesus and now Daddy and Sabrael, Sully.. i love and miss yous soo much i pray one day we’ll all get to be together again forever and always no more pain the one and only Princess Karli Belle

This is very odd but everything in it is not normal, it is different in a way that is important for me for you to see what i say.. ever since i was little hd and jhd have been present in my life, so from person to person to thoughts behaviors symptoms beliefs ages moments everything changed me, who you see now is not even the true me because even i see and feel i am not who i am and as much as its wished i cannot be the person i am because of how changed it’s made me, I want you to know that before i was sick when i was sick during this when i did this now i look like this im still in here and even though everything changes i’m still here and i really don’t want to be known as who i was before or who i became or anything of the sort, i want to be me and noone else to you all i’m blessed i can say that and am sorry to know so many will not believe my wording as much as i can say.. all i can really do is ask you dont listen to different things you dont look at everything you just look at me for me even with the changes even with different ages i want to be seen as Jacey please i’m jacey mukka 25 years old i have this but i’m not this and i’ve been through that been im not who i was then i just am who i am from the start to the end. you can hate me or love me or blame me or ignore me, i truly believe that when you look into someone they’ll always be who they are no matter what