the 22nd i’ll be 26.. usually sick on my birthdays all i usually try to plan out is to not be in so much pain on it.. it’s good i’ve lived longer so long so far that i made it another year, even through everything, when most people would be planning big parties, or meeting friends, or going to a movie, or hanging out with their kids.. i just want to not hurt too much. i’m not saying this for pity, i’m saying it for understanding of not only me but those in the same situations