when i feel good enough i write what today was like or yesterday was like what i can remember of it, haven’t written in it in awhile because never feel good enough to, ironic right? i’ve had Mom write for me. I mispell kids names i’ve been spelling for years it’s been hard to control a tv. A new children’s movie is too hard for me to follow. Jesus tells me it’s all going to be okay that i’m going to be okay over and over i’m going to be okay i think it started during an unconcious seizure now heaven is so close i just welcome it holding my sabrael and seeing sully again sometimes seeing a jhd child free, while going through this life still alive helping the kids as much as i can.