Dirt Or Roses

when you fall and youve done it a million times you twist and jerk and hurt and anything and everything but you get stepped over, by humanity, by awareness, by traitors that use jhd as a cover for getting adult care, by friends i thought i had, by betrayal, and you feel like everyone just throws another handful of dirt on top of you while your struggling to breath because your drowning while everyone trying to help you who cares reaches out and throws roses

Begging for help as you have to strain through everything and it twistss new symptoms worstening of others taking everything leaving, the floor that never goes away and the dirt that people keep throwing. It’s like the bury me alive music video but also very different.