Reality

Everything hurts and i can’t even pinpoint where anymore mentally and physically it just all constantly hurts and the added seizures etc..  I keep hoping karli and daddy appear again and its not working they’re not anywhere i look and i cant hear them anymore and i remember being diagnosed and hiding in karlis room from daddy and finding out karli was sick and her concerts how i couldnt even handle them i always ended up too upset to get through them.. i used to walk to the nursing home to see my dad. He was verying on whether he wanted company on certain days we’d all show up and he’d not be up for it, most the time he welcomed it though, what i would do to just be able to have them back, without the disease. It all hurts along with everything else damn disease pain some would say getting diagnosed is the worst part, it’s not even close.