Attitudes

What is the right attitude to die.. Ive been told why can’t i be like Karli or Erica or even Cathy why can’t i be so optimistic instead of pessimistic how about realistic I’m dying the kids are being pushed back even if there’s a cure for adults it’s not straight for the kids and they go through so much more i can be me my attitude and it should be okay for me to be without people trying to change my way of thinking yes i do wish hd and JHD were the same but they’re not it’s like JHD being deprived and worse is not fair to kids or their families with jhd and people go blind to the differences often i feel on purpose