Dear Karli and Daddy, you deserved so much more than you got. I know God’s Plan involved everything that’s happened and is happening and I don’t know whether the pain of losing you guys and Sabrael and Ellie and Sully and Grandma and even my family that’s still alive and healthy that I lost because of this disease. Karli, you were just a baby, our baby. Our Princess Karli Belle and you deserved to live be a teenager grow up healthy not in pain. You should be here it’s not God’s Will but I still feel it. I miss you guys so much. Daddy you should be able to be a Dad even if it’s a terrible one. You gave up living at home to go to a nursing home so we didn’t have to leave because I know you hurt so many but I know you loved us still. You probably still do. I know you enjoyed doing things through the woods and hunting and being a Dad buying balls and wrapping them like footballs and us having no idea what’s in them. You died 3 months after our Princess. I think it’s because you’re heart broke so much. You are so lucky though because every day is painful and you get to be with her. I just want to be there with you all. You’re my Dad and Karli you’re my little sister, a princess always, and you deserve to be so much more than a memory. You deserve to be here with Daddy and all the puppy dogs and everything we lost. I know we only have one family photo, the Christmas one from years ago. I cherish it and every moment we had together. I just really wish it could be fixed. Just cure them before they get too sick then they’d be here healthy not hurt anymore. I don’t have a plan, I’m just trying to hold on to God’s so i don’t have to make one. My older sister Erica is dying now too, i really want to die before her because it breaks my heart watching her get sicker too. I may be in pain constantly everywhere but she doesn’t deserve to be sick either. She should get married and have kids, they could meet their Grandpa and Mom could be herself, a grandmother, a mom, not worried about shit that shouldn’t even exist. Juvenile Huntington’s Disease(JHD) and Adult Huntington’s Disease(AHD shouldn’t exist. It’s just cruel. Just give me my family back.